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Name: **Amber**
Country: United States
State: Alabama
Metro: Montgomery
Gender: Female
Interests: figuring out what this life has in store for me-kickboxing-music(all genres)i can relate to-shopping-singing-Family Guy-true friends-writing-who knows what else..everyday is a new day and every day is a new opportunity for new things to happen good or bad...you gotta take the good with the bad,smile with the sad and remember the things you had.....
Expertise: There is no right or wrong answer when it comes to what you think you should be and what you think you should do with your life.People make mistakes but what separates us is the people that make the same mistakes over and over and the people that change them because life is way to short
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AIM:  LatinoRazzlDazzl
Member Since:
4/25/2005
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| Hello people!!! I am clean,serene and lookin for that six month
tag...if you dont know what that is then keep coming back!!wow a lot
has happened since ive been on this thing last...i got a myspace you
all can visit if you want..... its http://www.myspace.com/hiddenscreamsoutloud
!!its pretty much AWESOME so you should check it out as well....neways
drugs are bad dont do them unless you want to ruin your life
competely...srry just a little food for thought..newho im outtie
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sometimes everything falls together
when you least expect it
but just when you need it to the most
OMFREAKIN GAH! DAYUM it seems like its been forever since Ive updated this thing...haha well neways I had the best weekend ever(thanks to Brandon) and im out for the holidays!Oh yea! I went out with Heather Friday night..haha what more can i say?haha!! Heather I love you so much grl...thanks for being the best friend a chick could ever ask for!
   
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Rollin dudeeee...haha Im rick james..i got cocaine in my veins!! i love you forever CraikKrunkness | |
Pretty girl is suffering,
while he c.o.n.f.e.s.s.e.s everything.
Pretty soon she will figure out,
what his i.n.t.e.n.t.i.o.n.s were about.
We went out with some friends then met up with a couple of Heather's friends. There was this guy there and he said he saw me before i saw him..but we ended up needing a ride back to Montgomery so we rode with them.haha I had to sit in the backseat beside him with Heather and Ty..we were packed so deep..turned out to be a good thing though
   
Heather is supposed to go to the beach with me tomorrow through Wednesday but I dano if shes gonna go yet!We're goin to Destin,Florida...party time...Biiiiiaatccch you know what i waaant!!! 
This weekend has been crazy...although i didnt do really anthing last night! I went out for a lil bit then came home and talked to Brandon til I fell asleep...I seriously didnt think that I would meet anyone again.. My past used to mess with my head and Anthony was the biggest mistake... seriously wtf was i thinking?all he ever did was bring me down and put me through shit so Im done and Im overjoyed that I met Brandon...haha whoaaa!! Everytime I say his name...i start smilin ...haha im not gay but thats pretty korny..lol..newaysss my love life is lookin up and he definetely caught my eye...haha peace out yo...
I’ve been remembering all the good times we had together, you have no idea how much that scares me because I know if I forget all the bad times, the time you broke my heart, all the nights you made me cry, I know if I forget those times, I’ll fall in love with you all over again and I know my heart can’t take that.
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W.H.O.A.!!!!! My life is so freakin crazy! Not like bad crazy but I mean like it seems like Im loaded down with school things. I dont have a bad attitude about it but Im just busy a lot with school. We have this really cool project in Mrs. Simmons class. Its like about something in history we want to research and we have to write a paper and then make our own documentary. We got to see some examples of documentaries award winning students had done in the past which was pretty cool. I just think it would be cool for the class to have to watch me look semi-smart on tv...haha not at all was that meant to be conceded.
 
In other news of my boring life: I finally know who Lauren is on myspace. She also does awesome art so yall should check it out....* http://cutofakiss.deviantart.com/ * There are so many talented people that go to my school. Its cool now that I actually know you ya are chick...SHOUTOUT TO Lauren.
 
I also went shopping with my mom last night. I got to drive the VAN...o sittt yes I was pimpin the VAN with my mom in the passenger seat on a Friday night!haha We went to eastchase and I got a ton of hella cute clothes..yea i know i just said hella..shoot me in the foot somebody!..well other than that nothing too much else is going on with my pathetic life...still maintainin a good bond with Anthony but no further than that...details will be kept between us..laterrr!
   
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WOW! What a day I had! Today had to have been one of the most stressful days of my life! I had a Post test in trig today which she told us we were having it today 2 mins before the bell rang yesterday!I just want to ¢´PUNCH¢´ the crap out of my Trig teacher. She does everything but teach and I am getting so sick of it. She checks her emails while we have to sit there and if we have a question while shes talking about NOTHING or try and discuss math she gets pissed...uhhhhh !
   
But enough about her...I also had a test in English and Computer Apps. The weather sucked as well so that didnt help either....it rained all day! It sucks wearing nice clothes and heels and not having an umbrella in the morning and afternoon..and being soaked before you walk into 1st period!!!!! Neways I might go over to Heather's in a little while. She called me and I havent seen her in almost 2 weeks. We kinda had some issues but she called and apologized. I dont stay mad at people that long neways....plus my boyfriend has to work a double shift today....wait..what is that word?~!~? yea boyfriend
  
Love, Me 
&& maybe the reason we hate each other
is because we stand that fact that we are in love
- Oh Snap
- I just remembered
- We got a $250.00 deposit
- Due this coming up THURSDAY
- I know it sucks but we're going to
- NEW YORK....so its pretty sweeet actually..l8tr
i'll write sincerely yours and sign my name
ps. i love you. forever&today.
¢¾ Amber & Anthony-10/01/05¢¾ | | |
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...I mean I tried to be myself..thats who I am now...and even with that he tells me last night " I never said I wasnt ready to be in a relationship, just not with you!" Ok from my understanding he said he wasnt ready for one so that is why we couldnt be together and he didnt want to hurt me. If he was in a relationship though he would want to be with me, but he cant right now. I waited and waited...just to get written off.I dont even know why Im sitting here writing about this..I mean it seems like no matter what i do nothing is ever gonna change...
Im an ok person I would like to think. I would like to think that I can get along with people and that I can be a good person but I just dont get anything when it comes to my personal situation. I mean i guess I just need to get out there like he wants me to and see what I mightve missed. But I dont want to and I dont know if its because I just dont or Im content with where Im at in my life right now and I dont want anything new. Actually now that I think about it maybe he told me that he wanted me to do that so he could.....whoa
...i think im gonna go chill out...peace
